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Rob and I were talking last night, and I was looking at his face in the light of a small electric candle that sits on the bedside table. It was almost as if I saw his face come swimming out of darkness into our reality, so full of life and expression, the most fantastic miracle of consciousness—a self forming itself from the universe, alive with brilliant focus—yet bound to vanish as mysteriously as it came. Like us all, I thought. For we’re caught between the triumph of our existence, and the anguish of our ignorance about what comes before or after. And if we exist forever in any moment, then why can’t we realize it?
Yet even then I realized that our determined clear physical focus is, to some extent at least, dependent upon our forgetting. How can we experience the dear privacy of the moment if we’re aware of all those other equally valid moments? And would we savor our hours in the same way or become glutted with them, drunken with excess?
And I was led to think: How valuable the physical senses are! They create the theater of perception through which we experience reality. They organize, categorize and pin down vast fields of raw data to form a three-dimensional living picture in which we are so intimately involved that we are in the picture we see, even without recognizing ourselves within it.
Our beingness is directed constantly by the senses: That much is clear. What isn’t so apparent is the fact that we experience physical reality from within (within the body, which is itself within the picture), though reality appears to be “out there” beyond the skin. We even form what reality is, even while we perceive it as something that happens outside.
The senses cleverly and beautifully create physical reality and our most meaningful experience of it, yet it seems as if reality has always been there, exteriorized, regardless of our perception of it. Sounds certainly make it seem that there are noises out there to be heard. My eyes make me certain that there is a world of objects out there to be seen.
But our being-in-the-world and our feeling of being rooted in it, secure and alive in it—all of these are dependent upon the senses within the body itself (within the body which is itself within the picture). We aren’t consciously aware of this inner relation upon which our whole experience with the world rests.
For example, our aliveness and responsiveness to the world are dependent upon feelings of inner balance that align us with “exterior” conditions, but actually this inner sensing creates those conditions. We say that a day is warm or cold, according to how the air feels as it hits our skin. But the air is neither warm nor cold on its own. Only our inner thermal senses create the sensations.
Objects seem to be all around us in the same way, because our physical perceptions organize data in certain patterns, and then we respond to the apparent reality. The body is a unique reality-forming organism; one that not only projects a three-dimensional picture outward, but is itself within the living picture of reality that it is constantly creating. The feedback is so flashing, so instantaneous that this escapes us.
The body continually creates itself from within this system of interrelatedness, throwing out from itself physical representations in three-dimensional fact which it then experiences—creating, for example, the space through which it moves, the time through which it grows and ages, and all of those exterior conditions to which it then responds.
Its corporal aliveness, of course, arises from layers beneath usual consciousness. On those layers we are constantly responding to qualities of temperature, air pressure, cosmic rays and tidal motions of which are unaware, but upon which our reality depends.
… Enjoyment of physical sensation with its natural being-with-itness is one of our greatest delights and one of the best uniting devices, bringing body and soul firmly into their rightful relatedness. Physical joy and corporal motion set things right, putting the conscious self (the focus personality) in its proper position as it feels its soul alive in flesh, securely anchored in the support of its own creativity. In this relationship, thoughts are as physical as body cells; body cells as mental as thoughts; both uniting to form corporal expression.
The senses within the body create dimensions of space through which the body can then express itself, enjoy, explore; dimensions of agility and motion with limitless possibilities for action, manipulation and performance; an equally limitless and always unique opportunity for tactile experience and expression. Besides this, there is the taken-for-granted corporal triumph of being a body three-dimensionally equipped to act within a system in which it is peculiarly suited to exist.
… This feeling of corporal creativity as happening within the body brings a sense of physical aliveness, or corporal happening and gut-level relatedness that gets lost if we overemphasize the mental aspect of thoughts. At least for now, thoughts rest on the cells’ physical life. That much should be apparent. While we have bodies, thoughts are a physical expression, growing out of our brains as flowers grow out of the earth.
— Jane Roberts,
Adventures in Consciousness:
An Introduction to Aspect Psychology,
Chapter 20 – The Focus Personality and the Senses
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